Doesnt anyone else feel a burden of living?

Im not clinically depressed, dont tell me to seek help. I feel like there is a weight that accompanies this physical existence. Its hard to explain, like a general weariness that just comes with life, even in happy moments. Only during certain dreams does this feeling go away. Can anyone relate? Dont tell me to go out find something new or a new purpose, what im talking about cant be solved by anything like that.